I have documented chemotherapy in the most jocular light that might, in some disturbed circles be deemed as acceptable. Truth is.....there are some down sides. No....gasp.....really ??
Sure there is all kinds of physical crap, just don't ask me about my perpetually dry nose and my constantly watering eyes.....I mean, do they talk to each other ?? Don't ask me how smug I was over not losing my eyelashes.....until I tried to put on mascara and there they were.....gone.
The physical stuff is a pain in the ass. The emotional stuff rips you apart. The mood swings make you seem like a post office worker with mommy issues.
Some can handle it.....some can't. Add another "can't" to the list but let me now praise those who can.
Always guaranteed to put an Elvis smile on my face, always guaranteed to put me back on planet dumbass....just by being the lovable jerk that you are p.
Always a "good morning", always an inappropriate lustful thought, and even though you come and you go....there is always a lustful thought in return Herr S.
So sweet that you hurt my teeth. You stayed with me. Not a negotiable road, but you were always there g.
Did I mention that my eyes water uncontrollably ? It's just the sun. Even though it is 1 a:m. Chemo messes with your internal time clock........really !!!
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